To Never Lie

I Just Don’t Think I’ll Ever Get Over You

Frustration

I don’t know what to write. I don’t know how to describe how I feel except with the word “upset”. So far it seems my life’s been a disappointment. To my family, my peers, my girlfriends, and to me. God’s watching, right? God sees what’s happening? I feel so numb to everything. Break me.

Lying

It’s what I do. If I had to describe myself, I would be most defined by the word “liar”. It’s not fun. It’s not easy to live with the lies I’ve told so many people. But it’s not simply because of the guilt. It’s because of the conviction I have to make up for the lies. I know I can’t wash away my sins on my own, but I do what I can and I try to do what’s best. Plus, I’m not alone. I know where I stand.

Loitering In the Coffee Shop

I met with a friend today who gave me a whole different perspective on relationships I have with three different people: a friend who got too close, a girlfriend who almost became sort-of-a-friend, and an ex-girlfriend who I still care about. My friend told me what I needed to hear to maybe help all three of those relationships and I’m more happy and relieved than I’ve been in months. Thank you, friend. You were just what I needed in my time of need.